Saturday, January 16, 2016

Struggling

I'm so close to relapsing, I'm terrified.

I don't know why it suddenly hit me today like an overwhelming wave, knocking me backwards for a moment.  Where the trigger is I have no idea, I had such a great time last night with friends and then today I was suddenly hit with an urge so strong that I had to start snapping rubber bands on my wrist to stop myself from doing something worse.  It's been over a year and I can't afford to cut or burn again, I want to make it to 2 years.

1 comment:

bansuri chouksey said...

you will make it! trust yourself, be in control. :)
hi five!